words cant describe

TGIF:)
had a really good dinner with jac, chengwei,
aloy,gay,kumar and caleb @ shokudo.
this one week felt as though im in camp
and going out for dinner just makes my day!
i love the company and the silly things..ahem we do.

i always wonder why when things happened at home,
im always not around, or rather in hall.
guess its a blessing in dusguise in a way ah.
staying out of trouble.
hahaa.

so, this marks the end of week 3.
work's piling up.
im getting impatient with myself
cos i want to finish everything fast
so that i can enjoy the rest of the sem.
but somehow, i just can't focus.

i dont know how am i gg to cope with IVP this year
when i can't even train with the team.
i dont know where i stand and
training by myself takes alot of determination and discipline
which obviously doesnt run in my genes.
hehh.

aiyaaaa..sometimes i really ask for it man.
O_o

oh the whole,
words can describe how i feel right now.
overwhelm?
no.
happy?
no.
excited?
no.

what is it?
what is it!

put the feelings aside,
im devastated cos im gg to have a
roommate.
SHIT.

maybe some logan cans, joss sticks,joss papers
and candles will just scare her off.
should i?
should i?

im tired.
i just want to play.