Encounter

this is what you get after a heavy "rainfall" and sleeping at 2am.
look at the eyebags.
gosh, what wrong with my fingers?!
stubby.

part of the cell.inspired by me.

mint and camy were determined to get rid of their fats.

but guess what, we had prata,

minced pork noodles

and 4 packets of fries after excercising.

so, what's the use?

hoho.

zoo?
no.its a playground.

purified.

Satire

sitting infront of two vietnamese girls now.
reminded of the times in vietnam.
i miss the kids there!
:(

THANK GOD ITS WEDNESDAY!:)
i love wednesdays!
short day.

PE this morning was halirious.
not only i could not catch kenny's balls,
i kept running out of the court unknowingly.
mr chua kept laughing at me!
"no wonder you're a runner"
hahah


i have to comment something
had Miss K's lit lect yesterday
and guess what, her lesson was interesting.
thanks to all her sarcasms that could just make you
burst out of laughter.
i've survived.
:)

and i think i study more than i sleep.
12 hours of studying vs 6 hours of sleep.
oh sugar.
how is it possible?!

tuition till 1015 last night.
drop dead once i reached home.

if i'm going to continue to
lead this kind of life everyday,
i'll end up at the asylum.
SOON
hoho.

nuts.

block test is coming.
apparently the teachers keep giving us Homework
not just homework but TOO MUCH homework.
how to revise?

19 days to block test.
or rather one more week.
lit unseen in week 10 for both H1 and H2.
minced meat.

flower fading.

Alas!
im updating again.

seriously,
i wonder how i can survive without the computer
these few days..
hoho!

vertical marathon yesterday.
panting on the sixth floor la.
how lousy.
and we got to climb up 60 floors
cups
water
vomit
all within that building.
the waterpoints were dead.
people were sleeping.

i came across one paper,
"whoever endures, conquer."
cool.

after the race, collected goody bag,
waited for the results to come out.
felt so spastic doing my work there please.
sat down on the grass la.
how pathetic.
hoho.

my weekends are always burnt.
friday training followed by a family dinner.
saturday music,tution, cell group and home visiting
to rachel's house(my sis's friend) since im nearby.

was walking janelle's dog,
but guess what,
i think the dog walked me!
i was dragged most of the time la.
haha..

played taboo and pictionary with
a group of trainee teachers.
my gosh!
you can never expect that they are teachers pls!
played til 2am la.
haha.
headed home and zzzzzz

sunday morning.
breakfast with mama and sha sissy
attempted maths, but was unproductive.
sigh.
before i knew it,
time to leave the house.
hoho.

achievement of the day:
collecting three angbaos in 5 mins
from my mama's friends.
all i have to do is to greet them!
:D
hoho!

i hate mondays and tuesdays!
long day.
530pm school ends for me.
tmr got tuition again.
oh no.

tired.
insufficient sleep.
forced to wake up.
training was mental draining.
was singing all the songs in the world pls.
5x400m.
sigh.
my back just have to give me prob!
:(
suppose to do eight sets la.
sigh.

i think i have been killing alot of angels.
sighing.
even honky commented this: "i have been hearing
eliza sighing these days. she used to laugh alot."

what is happening to me!

three words.
I HATE SCHOOL.

or rather,
I HATE STUDYING.

stress or crazy?

was looking through my folder

and i thought this is one of the things

i do when im really stress.

retarded.

Day 2

One of the pics taken at bimbee's hse!me(munko), manda(bimbee), yuzhen and FROSTY

TELL ME WHO ON EARTH WILL GIVE CNY ASSIGNMENT?!

YES.

YOU ARE RIGHT.

MISS K

sucha wet blanket.

when i got the news,

my jaws dropped.

URRGHH!

four houses today.

went to bimbee's house!

class gathering.

as usual,
not all turn up.

.potato salad

.self-made po piah

.green curry

.red wine

.B&J fudge brownie!

oh well,

love frosty and bimbee!!

thank you bimbee!

:)

food food food

i think im really puttin on weight.

peanuts

potato salad

ice sreams

chocolates

tarts

love letters

endless goodies.

gosh.

Cant get myself to start on miss k's assignment

which is due on wednesday, 12pm.

sigh.

CNY 2007

didnt get to sleep until 0340am.
as usual, mama will do her prayer stuff.
but this yr is extraordinary late according to her
fengshui book.
prayer will be at 3am.
yawn.

so from 12am to 3am we had nothing to do.
decided to go bugis.

pray and breakfast.
cant imagine how much smoke was there la.

came home and slpet like a pig till 1130.
opps.

well, mum always didnt like to go to grandma's house.
hence, this is the ONLY day where we can slack and take
our own sweet time.
she will be even happier if we dont wake up.
every sunday she'll start nagging at us for waking up so late.
but this is an exception.
HOHO!

first place.
to nanny's house.
just four floors below us.
followed by grandma's place.
we locked ourself in a room and decided
not to come out until its time to go.
cousins-renuion.
tried to read brave new world.
FAILED.
i ended up solving word puzzles.
&(^#$&^$

next was mum's sister place.
spent the whole time staring at this
one-month old baby!
ADORABLE:)

homed.

Thy Word

this song keeps ringing in my mind.

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me
when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours.

many things happened in the past two weeks.
didnt have the time to sit down and blog.
i've come to a conclusion.
i can survive without MSN now.
hohoho.
quite an achievement eh:)

endless homework
urgh!

habitat in the making

3Feb

0020: mint called and told me that she has
smth IMPORTANT to tell me.
guess what she said?

"open your door now"

i was really shocked to see three of them
standing infront of my doorstep with a cake,card
and a birthday song!
:D

MINT, CHAR and GRACE!

the little cake is so cute pls
Tiramisu!
and i think this yr is the best yr ever.
esp when close frens actually come up to your doorstep
to deliver your prezzise and celebrate with you.
sitting infront of the door and the cold wind blows.
i truly understand the meaning of strong friendship.

thank God for you all:)

woke up at 0550 for cip.
OCIP people celebrated for yi hui and i.
the breadtalk cakes all went onto our faces.
thanks to yi hui.
i had many pimples!
then there came another proper cake for us to eat.
once again, thank you!

painted the gate the whole day.

then headed to bugis for dinner.
and they forced me to eat something really disgusting.
that made me almost puked.

and here comes my little neighbour.
he gave me a birthday card.
hand drawn:)
i think he just want to eat my birthday cake
and play with my PATRICK.
HAHAHAH.
cute lil boy!

cut cake at about 11pm.

4 Feb

surf and sweat today.
had breakfast with mama first
race wasnt too bad.
except for that uneven ground which made me
sprained my ankle AGAIN.
4th time.
third time on the right ankle.
opps.
wasnt that serious la.
still can run.
went to the medic to get ice.
and they bandaged up my ankle with a pack of ice.
damn cold.

i guess this is call retribution
lesson no. one: DONT LIE TO YOUR PARENTS.
mama was asking me in the morning
whether i brought my ankle guard along.
well, she was rushing me out of the house
and i forgot to bring it.
sigh.
:(

4km.
four hills in total.
from Tanjong beach
to dolphin lagoon
to palawan beach
to siloso beach
to rasa resort
and making a U-turn.

met clique at vivo.
asia kitchen.
thanks for the mudslide,brownie,voucher and shirt:)
oh and the meal as well
:D

burnt.

PATRICK!

i must really admit that im touched by
06A08!:)

the class feels more bonded together this yr.
and as a asst class rep,
im really happy to see this!
esp, when this yr is going to be a tough one for us,
i really hope that this class will be one:)

i was being thick skinned in the morning.
asked them whether i have cake to eat!
HAHAH..
then they say no!
:(

waited till lunch time still dont have.
then my hopes were all dashed.
until i saw them outside the geog room when
i was gg for lessons.
pleasant surprise!

thank 06A08 for the:
oreo cheesecake
patrick
slippers
the LOVELY NOTES!
as i was reading those messages,
i couldnt help but to tear.
truely touched by the amount of effort
you guys put in!
love you all!

the "friendster" reminder do help!:D
hahha...
consider doing that!

ANNABEL!!thanks for that gift!
love you so much!:D
first thing in the morning when i got onto her car,
a little prezzie from precious thoughts!
it really made me day!
anyway, drink more water ok?
for now, i love your sexy voice!
take care.
hoho
:)

not forgetting the trackers,
thanks for the honey malt crunch!:)
the fat pig undies, damn pink.
but i still like it.
and the belt.
kee wei,
you can really act very well!
for a moment, i was really upset.
i love this dream team!:)

and miss green, thanks for the lovely
blue black you gave me on my palm!
hohoho,
see you tmr!
remember to give me wake up call ok!
:)

mustard shoes!
those chocolates are really sinful!
hahah...
its too beautiful to be eaten..
thanks anyway.
:)

this whole weekend is packed alr!
i wonder how am i gg to do my homework.
oh no.

CIP
surf and sweat
clique time

physical vs mental = give up

i cant believe it.
this is the first time in my whole life
i actually give up a race
even when i see the finishing line right smack infront of me.

everybody was like "GG TO REACH ALR!"
and i was thinking, "hello, where the heck is the tent?"

i dont know why,
i just decided to walk towards the finishing line.
i was pretty sure i walked about freaking 200m.
walk, jog, walk jog, walk jog.
i know my ankle and back were giving way,
didnt want to give up.
but still, i dont know why
my mentality decided to change at the very last minute.
whats happening to me?

sha sissy was commenting,
"maybe you didnt want to win".
maybe at that moment,
i just decided to give up.
i also dont know why.

hmmm.
ok.
time for reflection.

lactic
mentally exshauted
ankle's giving way
back starting to hurt
expectations unmet.

i hate this ankle of mine.

i must really thank that guy who
ran and encouraged me along the way.
but i really forgot how he looked like :(
and thanks to the person who
gave me the powerbar
tho i dont know who you were.
thanks!:)

anyway, well done yingjing, jocelyn and trackers.
good race.
:)

ok.
its over.

lunched with bobo, keewei and rainfull.
yoshi.

went to sean's house to do GP presentation.
i love his sausage dog!
except for the fishy breath.
TIMMY.
MAX is too big for me.
scary.
and stop making him bark!
it took us so long to complete 8 slides?
my goshhh.
anyway, thanks for the ice cream!:)

i haven been doing anything for the whole day
except to stone.

special thanks to everybody who messaged me this morning
and even after the event!:)

habitat

once again,
we're stunt mullets and evil beavers.
names called by miss ___.
no one dared to answer her qn
or knew the ans to her qn.
she stopped teaching
and we ended up reading the book for 30 mins
and i only read 2 pages and fell asleep.
hohoho..

lunch with beaver and alpha!
we should have more goeg outing!
:D

training today.
green cant survive alone!
horrible weather.
haha..
3 sets of circuit
and one set of 2.2.4
i hate the feeling of lactic.
kills people.

leg cramp
my right calf has been aching the whole day
that i cant even cross my legs properly.
hoho.

CIP briefing at tanjong pajar.
learn how to paint doors,
talk to elderly,
persuade elderly, etc.

supper with OCIP people.
thai express.
miss green
yuwen
yingjing
leqi
jiayi
cheryl
tony
pamela

TGIF!
maybe i should go church sooooooon.

sigh.

sensible + logical = SENSICAL

ayyyeee..
finally im updating again.
came back at 1050pm today.
its the latest time i've ever come back
during a school day.
all thanks to the National Weather Study Project
UUURRGHHH!
ended lessons at 1730.
headed to national library to do some research.
looked like an idiot searching for books and statistics!
im a library idiot.

who would know how to use the lib when
she only read 5 books in her entire life.
how pathetic.

subway for dinner.
cant stand PS's subway.
slow and rude service.

chatted with kenny and bimbee at borders.
just realised that im not the only one feeling this way.
hate school.

lessons were boing as usual.
esp lit.
the two hours were like two days to me.
each time i look at my watch,
i realised it's only 5 mins ago!!
time really passes very slow during lit.
yawn.

running on water

i cant bring myself to do miss k's homework
its brain juicing
i rather do fartleks
and torturous runs
ANYTHING!
except LIT!

I HATE LIT
I HATE LIT
I HATE LIT
I HATE LIT
I HATE LIT
I HATE LIT
I HATE LIT
I HATE LIT
I HATE LIT

miss k:

Firstly my apologies for my absence the last week
(during which time I did not have access
to the Internet and therefore no access to Moodle)

Now however I have access,
and so until I get to come back in person to torment you,
I will be uploading work for you
here to be done during the week.

In case you were wondering...
I HAVE NOT forgotten the test.
The file is in College so I cannot upload it
till I get my hands on it.
You will get the test SOON.

In the meanwhile as a follow-up
to the instructions last week here
are some questions for you to consider
on chapter 2 of Brave New World.

crap.
i haven even do chapter one.

uurrrghhh.
why is she back so fast
sigh
i hope she doesnt read this.

I HATE LIT!

sheltering walls of PL

hoho.
finally went back to PL..
saw the principal there.
had a little chat with her.
i wanna go back there to teach PE!
HAHAH
its only a small road across my house.

good place to study.
hoho

im out of it

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZONG HUSBAND!:)
im sure this year's birthday is a special one to you right?
spending it with your love one.
wanted to give you a surprise.
but on second thot,
we decided not to be light bulbs.
one yr wiser alr ah,
dont keep arguing with your mama and papa ok?
be a good girl.
:)
anyway, thanks for the party.
good food man!
hohoho!
i love the ice cream cake pls!
ahhh, i miss you to bits!
do remember,
im always here for you like
how you are always here for me.
:D

today.
three hours break.
did maths holiday homework.
many many qn marks.
oh no.

mr leong stomped out of the classroom
during geog tut today.
many didnt do homework.
oh well,
my grp was guai ok.
just didnt write in essay form only.

wnet heartland to photocopy music books.
taking exam this year.
my gosh.
freaky.
it been 5 years since i've entered into an examination room
where examiners will stare at you from the back.
telling you that you have only 2 mins to sight read and compose a song
but the fact is that they give you 30 secs only.
hoho.
im bad at that.
bad bad.

whao.
im gg to be really stress out in the june holidays.
music exams
nationals.
BT2

sigh

back to school for physics lesson.
dont understand!

phil mama!
thanks for that little message!
glad to see you in school again!
miss your accompany.
:(

and beaver!
thanks for the watch!
its really thoughtful of you!
:)
i really have very bad time management.


ban mian with trackers.
my main objective was to catch my channel 8 show.
hohoho.

surf and sweat with marcus this yr.
4 feb.
man.
5km at tanjong beach.
while he only surf like 300m?!
i think i'll just take the goodie bag!
HOHOHO!

i felt a funeral in my brain

burdened.

i hate school
and i really do.

homework's piling up
question marks are piling up too.
just cant stand the feeling of not
knowing how to do a question
and you
skip
skip
and skip.
and the next time you know,
OH SHEESH!ITS THE END OF A TUTORIAL ALR
and your foolscape paper is blank.
O_o

it happens to me all the time..

i've come to a realisation that there's
no more time.
yet at the same time,
you wanna play.
how?

celine,
im really sorry.
i just have the "im sick of everything" mood.
maybe its the start of school..
thats why.
besides,
GP lessons' not with you.
you go for econs and i dont
i got for geog and you dont.
we both go for different H1 subjects.
ayyyeee..
sigh..

i dont know why
but i just feel so burdened
the idea of A'lvl suffocates me.
im trying to live up to my family's expectations.
its bad being the youngest at times.

aye.
STRESS.
and its only the second week of school.
oh man
this is crazy.

sleepless nights.
endless homework.

booo..

isolation period.
study session.
i hope i dont end up sleeping away..
books are boring
so are brave new world and 1984.

miss k is in hospital.
no test tomorrow!:)
oh well,
but i still hope she'll recover soon.
if not.
my lit is really a gone case.
im still surviving on summaries!
hahahah..

ok.
lets be positive.
SMILE!
tomorrow will be a better day.
:D

save me.

robot

i feel like im starting to get very routine.
if i dont write out what i wanna do,
im completely lost.
but at the same time,
im too ambitious.
trying to do too many things in one night
when i know that i need two hours for one maths qn.

O_o

rusty rusty.

maths tuition with mindy tmr.
cant rmb a single thing md vidya taught.
oh no.

well well well.
had 3 hours of break today,
but ended up talking in the lib.
tried to do maths.
ok.
one question only.
how pathetic.

think i need to isolate myself.
but i hate being a loner.
urgh.

and what the heck is superposition!!
i dont understand a single thing.

care taker of the day: mindy!
she brought me to school and sent me back.
how sweet.
thanks friend.
my mama is gg to love you!

went to the doctor alone.
didnt wanna disturb mum and dad.
its so irritaing when you see your bus fly pass you
and you cant run..

oh well.
two needles today.
its freaking pain
and the woman is damn harsh with my ankle.
but she said after two days should be ok alr!
yeah!
mum offered to fectch me home!
:D

handicapped

woke up this morning and
to my horror, i cant walk.
mama didnt let me go school.
anyway, mindy, thanks for the offer
it was really sweet of you
and sorry sorry sorry for troubling you again and again.

went back to bed
woke up at 8plus.
and starting doing my lit essay
which i just found out from sean yesterday
WHY MUST YOU TELL ME?
no wonder there's a saying:
ignorance is bliss.
and in 1984:
ignornace is strength!
haha
how lame
but yeah!
im literally lame for now.

today was a litty-farty day.
lit essay
lit annotation
hoho
quite an achievement la.
:)
no wonder im so emo.

tonight i shall do maths.
oh no.
my brain's rusty man.
one math qn, 2 hr?
how sad?
i think i've returned everything to mdm kwan alr!
SIGH

went to Doctor Aw today.
oh man.
he's the best family doctor i've ever had.
he is only doctor that you can bargain with
and sympathise with you.
haha..
thank goodness he was a runner.
so he knows how i feel.

pls la,
three months is ridiculous.
i was so worried that he will give me one month mc.
after hearing the verdict of two weeks,
i was so relief!
but if it gets well faster,
i can start running alr!
:D
pphhheeww..

bad day

angry.

stop rubbing salt into my wound alright.
i know you all want the best for me.
and i also know what im doing..

its my last year.
so just spare me..
and let me do what i want.
no one is forcing me,
i am doing it of my own accord.

dinner was hell for me.
i've never seen myself stuffing so much food into my mouth.
three mouths nagging all at one go
until a point when i cant take it.

im upset enough so just shhhhh
for the time being ok?

sprained ankle AGAIN
for the third time.
urrrgghhh.
am i really so unlucky?
was thinking about it a few days ago.
jinx.

next topic.
i hate school now
i dont know why
the stress feeling just came naturally.
and its only the first day of school!
whats wrong with me?

went to the library with sean.
he thought there wasnt any econs tut.
but ends up skipping that lesson.
naughty ah.
was betting that no one will be there.
how wrong can i be?
many many scholars were there mugging their ass off.
to put it nicely,
they were rushing through their homework la..
haha

talking about lit can really make one cry.
you want to do well,
but there is just one phobia.
Miss ____.

sigh.

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EMILY SISSY!:)
you're 22 already!
one year wiser again.
anyway,hope the cheesecake we did
turn out well and hope you like that top
im sure you love it la huh.
hahah
:)

this morning she was really funny.
she woke up in the morning and
it just slipped off my mind that its her bdae.
i just smiled at her.
then finally she said:
"eh, wish me happy birthday leh"
hoho.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY SIS!
I LOVE YOU!

family day

29 dec

family day at Jurong Birdpark
dont know why
but the whole family was tired.
we woke up as early as 0625


mama wanna eat breakfast instead of watching birds fly
papa seems lost all the time
my legs were aching badly
emily sissy and yunhao can be two lovely birds.
shanice sis?too engross with the eagles!

oh,
i love eagles, owl and penguins!

but i still love the quality time spent together still
tho everybody was tired
:)

headed to bukit timah-beauty world to have our lunch
i love the zi-cha there!
yummy..