Anxiety

Right now, im rather emotionless..dont know why but i think im going to do quite badly for o'level..may be better than prelims but not up to my expectattions yet..Results are out tomorrow:(

How can i ever get back my determination, confidence and perserverance that i used to have?its all gone!i feel so lazy ...no motivation to study and all..i dont want to live that kind of life..
someone pls help me!

18 Feb having cross country competition at Macritche and i'm not ready at all yet..hopefull i will do well enough to secure a place in SA if i cant get in by Merit...Caant stand going to school by "BACK DOOR" ...

Sick again, this is the second time im sick in this year..once every month, i think my immune system is too weak..WHY?